things are looking up, i suppose.
met someone interesting. talented. friendly. pretty. someone i never thought i would get connected with. it's definitely a sign haha, but i dont wanna ruin it. just go with the flow, i suppose
Monday, February 21, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
fml
my parents found my cigarettes. i opened up to them for the first time in a while that I'm under a lot of pressure and stress. I feel so low right now. when will this mourning period end? if you could only knew how empty i feel and how miserable i've been. i have nothing now =(
Friday, February 11, 2011
i see you
online.. but im too scared to say anything. I just dont want you to feel pressured and forced. I dont want you to think im a lifeless psycho who has nothing to do. maybe i should just go to bed. i dunno how else to talk to you. even if i say anything you probably wont care.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
just feel like blogging before i shoot the basketball around. listening to street corner symphony performances from the sing-off. never gets old. i guess everyone wants to be loved and appreciated, and that includes me. a good friend of mine said i shouldn't even be worrying about stuff like that right now, and i need to get my focus on. I feel like i'm talking about the same shit in all these blogs. i was doing fine and i dont know why but i'm turning all emo again =( waaaaaa. i've been smoking like a chimney. I need God but I'm too much of a bastardly son to ask for His forgiveness. I need a reality check. I need something MAJOR to happen in my life. welps that's all for today. who knows, maybe something interesting will happen later on today and i'll write it here, if i feel like it.
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